Post by Fireblood on Jul 22, 2007 19:10:50 GMT -5
Febuary thirteenth my sixth birthday a day of what some would say to be happiness, smiles & laughs, but that birthday was like no happy birthday, their were tears & sad faces, that day my family changed forever that was the day my daddy died he was in a horrible bike accident with a drunk driver. & when the day came to an end, people leaving in tears & telling me happy birthday that was the worst it just like people telling me that “oh! That was a great birthday present.” I already knew you did not have to bring it back up. Ever since then I would count the years my dad had been gone on my birthday he has been gone for seven years. & now it is my thirteenth birthday we really don’t celebrate birthdays anymore, that is my brother, Ian & I. I just miss him, I miss him yelling “Penelope dinner!” or tucking me in at night & saying “I love you forever until death” but I still love him.
For my mom I think it is the total opposite she is engaged to my soon to be “step dad” & I will never call him “dad” its like she just passed on her relationship with my daddy & is starting over with Vince.& now even worst she has a “new” daughter named tiffany who I absolutely could live with out. She & I luckily don’t have to share a room because I think I would die.
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well today my mom is leaving on her honeymoon with Vince, & I know I should be down with my mom visiting & saying good bye but I am not happy about the great big change considering that Vince is like the evil step mother in the book “Cinderella” he thinks he can move on in to my space & treat me like a piece if dirt.. NO!!!!! Oh wait I forgot to tell you my mom is pregnant she has been for the past two months I can’t really tell but she says she can. So the worst think ever my mom is newly married & having a baby hopefully the baby does not turn out like Vince & Tiffany. The good thing through I get to stay at my house by my self for nineteen days the days my mom is on her honeymoon.
My mom is down stares in tears right now because she is scared that I will do something bad & that she will miss nineteen days of my life but its liked mom get a life I mean nineteen days is not a long time, my BFF went to AUSTRALIA for nineteen days & her mom was sad but not as sad & stuff as my mom & she was a total ocean away! I think that moms & teen should never mix I mean if there was a camp that I could go to until I was eighteen then I would be willing to participate. I don’t know if it’s because I am a teen or if I am upset that my mom is got married to a evil person but I don’t really talk to her anymore. We have just grown apart I see pictures of us when we were younger & I would not let go of her leg or pictures of us getting a family Christmas tree with my dad & I looked so happy but now life is just different, & I don’t now if in a good way.
Ugh I am so bored home alone I mean I have done some pretty awesome stuff like hanging out with friends but still I am bored out of my mind I am kinda regretting being so mean to my mom but at the same time she was making me mad why does this always happen to me!!!!!!!!!
(It is not quite done yet.)
For my mom I think it is the total opposite she is engaged to my soon to be “step dad” & I will never call him “dad” its like she just passed on her relationship with my daddy & is starting over with Vince.& now even worst she has a “new” daughter named tiffany who I absolutely could live with out. She & I luckily don’t have to share a room because I think I would die.
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well today my mom is leaving on her honeymoon with Vince, & I know I should be down with my mom visiting & saying good bye but I am not happy about the great big change considering that Vince is like the evil step mother in the book “Cinderella” he thinks he can move on in to my space & treat me like a piece if dirt.. NO!!!!! Oh wait I forgot to tell you my mom is pregnant she has been for the past two months I can’t really tell but she says she can. So the worst think ever my mom is newly married & having a baby hopefully the baby does not turn out like Vince & Tiffany. The good thing through I get to stay at my house by my self for nineteen days the days my mom is on her honeymoon.
My mom is down stares in tears right now because she is scared that I will do something bad & that she will miss nineteen days of my life but its liked mom get a life I mean nineteen days is not a long time, my BFF went to AUSTRALIA for nineteen days & her mom was sad but not as sad & stuff as my mom & she was a total ocean away! I think that moms & teen should never mix I mean if there was a camp that I could go to until I was eighteen then I would be willing to participate. I don’t know if it’s because I am a teen or if I am upset that my mom is got married to a evil person but I don’t really talk to her anymore. We have just grown apart I see pictures of us when we were younger & I would not let go of her leg or pictures of us getting a family Christmas tree with my dad & I looked so happy but now life is just different, & I don’t now if in a good way.
Ugh I am so bored home alone I mean I have done some pretty awesome stuff like hanging out with friends but still I am bored out of my mind I am kinda regretting being so mean to my mom but at the same time she was making me mad why does this always happen to me!!!!!!!!!
(It is not quite done yet.)
